all by myself dont wanna be all by myself anymore hard to be sure sometimes i feel so insecure and loves so distant and obscure remains the cure
WHEN WILL YOU BE COMING FOR ME
Thursday, November 23, 2006
10:32 PM
To: Beehian
I rely misses u so much after the camp i dont know y. Than i was thinking of fetching u home but saw u chatin wif cy so i dare not go ther. than i walk the other way walking n walking thinking will u be mine haiss. I don think so in my heart haiiss than wanted to drink green tea so i bought a bottle. After that wanted to go see u still ther but u were gone haiis so sadly walking home alone in the rain crying sadly n regretting y i don dare to tell u i wan to fetch her home i am always so dumb n stupid . I am a total failure thats how i lost u. Saw u at camp always lie down on the canteen table dono weather u are sick anot wanted to ask u are u alright n wanted to care for u but everything seems imposible bcos when i see u i don dare to say my true words to u. N everytime i saw u walking pass me i wanted to say Hi but i don dare so i juz walk pass thats how dumb n stupid i was juz a simple Hi also don dare to say haiss. Wishing N wishing i can tell u i love u again but i always don dare to express my feelings to u.
My heart keep breaking N breaking dont know when it will heal fully n stop breaking.
